ok, i changed my mind

so ive decided to make this public again. it looks all different now. haha. that was random. life has been getting a lot lot better for me. a lot less drama lately. hmm, this past week had a lot of games in it. between boom-chick-a-boom-boom, big booty, and mafia.. it was pretty raandom :]except orchestra on wednesday really stunk, because paige gave the 1sts and unexpected test on carmen and i COMPLETLY bombed because i kinda am just learning the first part and havent really gotten a fingering [i cant think of that word without laughing now..], and havent really practiced it. but oh well. ill work on it.

lately ive felt that im becoming furthur away from some of my friends, and while at the same time im becoming a lot closer to others, id still like to balance it out and keep the OGs and stuff. hmm... i want to keep telling myself that it will all work out in the end, but sometimes im not so sure it will. but i guess time will tell. maybe.

hmm... what else. ASB ball was last week. that was really fun :D im definatly going to go again next year. lia was a super good date, and her mom was really funny. i need to work on the actual "dancing" part, but heh, its not like anyone can REALLY dance. well.. some people, but yeah. For english we got to pick our own books were reading and i picked les mis, because im weird. but its actually a pretty good book. not has hard as i expected it to be, but then again im only on page 50. hehe.
well thats it. i hope this weekend will get more exciting..

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I <3 my friends.


-ryan.